On. Off. Such a simple concept for what seems to be a simple task. I want one. I know I have plenty - on my computer, in the house, in the car but I want one for my brain - my thoughts. Some meditation gurus and zen workers would say that I already have it but I'm just not that convinced.
I see myself more of the hard wiring behind the switch that connects to the fuse which connects to the grid and so on.
I try to turn it off whenever I find myself lost within the "on" switch especially when I go to bed but I catch myself waking up and writing things on a notepad or most of the time just staring at the ceiling - thinking. Maybe its because baby brain has me trying to figure out who I am all over again - that is if I knew who I was before. Before I had my son almost 5 months ago or because I was so used to 'thinking' about myself only and now I not only 'think' about and for my son but also about my husband. Husband. Son. House. Bills. Friends. Family. L-I-F-E.
Too bad ebay and amazon.com don't sell an off button.
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