*Who is in charge here!?

As a new mom I can't help but wonder what A is thinking or trying to say through all that babble so many times I have "fake" conversations with him or is it with myself... well whatever you know what I mean. 

I thought it would be interesting to write some blurps of what I think A is thinking or trying say because hey I should know right... I'm his Mama!

Dude and I have been hesitating to get A started on solids because frankly I'm freaked out that he is growing up so fast but I can't help think that A was trying to tell us something when we finally gave in one Saturday (early) morning...

What... what is this!?  Why are you putting me in this weird sitting thing?  Why am I sitting up right and have a tray in front of me?  Where is my bottle!?  Why am I sitting in front of you Mama and not laying down in front of you on top of the pillow thing that you put around you?  I'm hungry!!!!!!!!!!!  I've been telling you I'm hungry for SO long (about two weeks in adult time)!  You feed me but I'm not full!

Oh oh... what is that.. what is Papa doing there with my milk!?  Where is the bottle?  Oh oh... (fist in mouth, shaking of the head, grunting) I see the milk! 

I see the milk coming towards me but this is not my bottle it's something else.  Oh who cares - it's milk!!  (chomp, chomp, drool, more drool, swallow).  Oh that was strange, this funny looking stick thing that Mama is holding has my milk but with something else (rice cereal) but it's milk so I don't care.  Don't stop Mama!  Give me more! 

(a few spoonfuls later)
Oh ok... yum.  That was different but still yummy.  Hopefully Mama and Papa will give me more milk from now on... in whatever form it comes in -- because I'm hungry!

My pregnancy journal

Many readers (well the many of the few that I have) have asked about my pregnancy journal so I thought why not post the entries here...  so for the next week or so I will post an entry from my pregnancy journal for your reading pleasure. 

I had used aliases for my family and friends in the journal but I figured I should at least help you out by telling you the relationships of them all...
Jacques - husband
Nikki - my cousin (more like my little sister... she was only here while in school)
Tan - one of my best friends who moved away (we had odd nicknames for each other)
Susie - Nikki's old dorm mate who turned out to be a good friend of both of ours
Donna - one of my friends that was pregnant around the time I was but about 3 months ahead

If I have missed any feel free to point them out.


Here is the first one...
Missed Period (3 weeks)

I was feeling so out of it and I kept thinking it was because I was working out 6 times a week and some days it was twice a day. I decided to take it easy after Jacques and Nikki persistently told me that I should. Then a few days after, right around the time I should have started my period, I mentioned the weird mood my body has been in to my nutritionist - Katie Adams and she simply asked the question - "could you be pregnant?"